Bridal shower tomorrow morning. Helped and paid for at least half of it. Not really feeling like a glowing bride or mommy to be. Managed to keep down maybe 500 calories today and violently vomitted up dinner after an evening of feeling flu like thanks to hg. I’ve lost btwn three and five lbs this week and my upper stomach is distended. My face looks like a really tired zombie. I’m gonna try to act excited for my groom tomorrow but i really want to stay in bed and sleep/cry/try not to go to ER for fluids.